[The HEAT is KILLING me !!!!!]
OMG!!!! The weather is sooooo HOT!!!! I am perspiring even though I am right in front of my fan!!!! ARGH....!!!! *Jas went to open the freezer and happily stays there for 10 mins* Oh.....the cold air... feels soooooo good...* *slaps forehead* what am I doing?? Shhh...better not let my mum sees this if not she will find out that I DEFROSTED all her frozen food in the fridge..haha *evil grin*
SEA COCONUT WITH LONGAN IN GRINDED ICE, plus lime !!!!! * Jas slurping away* I tell you, this thing taste real good... as it tingles down your throat, cool your whole body...oh yes!!! That sensation!!! haha So nice if I could have a bowl of cold dessert to do away with the heat...
Anway, that's all my imagination. NO sea coconut NO longan, just me and my cup of ice water. Aren't I good in my imagination??? LOL... or maybe I am seeing a mirage...gosh... Oh no!!! I am feeling warm again, can't stay in front of the computer too long, I am going back to enjoy the cold air from my FREEZER again....Ciaoz =)...*grins*
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4:22 AM
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
[* troubled *]
Recently, I've been traumatised and bothered over some problems. Luckily, with his help, the problem has been solved. Due to the problem, I couldn't even concentrate on my studies... Sigh.. I realised that all along I've been troubled over nothing. I've been given the advice that when you're facing a problem, you HAVE be direct and FACE it up. There's no use beating round the bush, giving yourself false thoughts or hopes that the problem will be solved naturally. I am the kind who likes to escape from reality, weakened by fear yet not being able to face up my own problems. The more you try running away from it, the more you'll be trapped. The feeling really sucks, the more you think about it, the more you would want to cry. But crying never helps, the only way is to find a solution to the problem. It feels great to know that the problem has been solved now, its sunshine after the rain I should say... I'm really happy and grateful that not only my problem has been solved, it has bonded our relationship even closer... It's really been great and I'm glad to have you with me to solve my problem together, it's like YOU pulling me out from a trapped hole! I am really very grateful...=) *thankew*
~ ARGH...!!! Got to rush for tuition again, I dread it esp when time's running out.... =( ~
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4:14 PM
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[Words gives endless echos...]
~ Sometimes, you got to forgo something you want, to do what you think is right ~
Oh...How true can this be...
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11:28 PM
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[*blurry day*]
POB lecture was a chore as I couldn't understand what she was talking about. I have been dreaming in lecture.....I feel so blur. News came telling me that I flunk my Econs mock made my day even worst...
~ all the best for to those who are taking the final exams, work hard k....~
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10:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
[Just another day...*purple is the color*]
I went to school for statistics lesson today, as usual I couldn't wake up. I need my essential 12 hours of sleep to actually make me feel perky and all in the day..hehe I am sooooo pig but what to do....hai... To my suprise alot of my friends were in this lecture, it's so nice to see them especially when our timetables are all different. I was so purple that day because I couldn't find my jeans!!!! No jeans = no choice. Therefore I have to dig my cupboard to look for a decent enough looking skirt, I found a purple skirt with flower prints on it. One of my 'condemn' skirt that I rated but no choice have to wear because I was running late...argh...always....
My dressing that day with my 'condemn' skirt was said by sickening Liansoon to be nice enough to register for the Superstar ( a idol search by channel U). He was terribly WRONG and seriously lame if that was a joke LOL...I always underdress to school( that's me) so it's quite uncommon to see me in a skirt. If you ever see me in school wearing nice and all, that means that I really took time to search for what to wear.
I also met one of my OG friend while sitting on the bench alone. He walked pass but I didn't bother to say hi. As he walked back, he knock on the table and say: Oei, gou(4) dao(1)! and then walked off. Ok fine, I am dao. Actually I am not that unfriendly, just that when I want to say hi to a friend, most of the time my friend didn't see me. It's like quite embarrassing to greet the person but the person didn't acknowlege back, so the avoid such instances I would rather act dao. hehe But of course if my friends greet me, I would be more than willing to greet them back. The feeling is really very nice as it's a way of telling your friend ' Hi, how's your day'. I do feel the concern there when anyone greets me...
I haven't finish studying yet...sob..still got alot to cover. The pressure in school where I see so many students studying is really not affecting me. Why am I so lazy? To make things worst my neighbour is going on with some renovation, the noise is killing me! Come on, why do you always have to renovate your house during my exam period? That year when I was having my 'A' levels also like that. Please spare my agony will you? Argh....*headache*
*I hate the sound of drilling =( *
~ Carrie, thanks for accompanying me throughout lecture today, so nice to get to talk so much to you today =) ~
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8:30 PM
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[* I feel so cared for *]
I have always been disturbed by my constant nightmares I have at night. Sometimes my nightmares are so disturbing that I will put off as it being unrealistic. But everytime as I wake up from my nightmare, I would be so consoled when I think of him. It feels so nice to have that someone who encourages you every now and then when you are down. Someone who puts you first before others. Someone who never fails to send you food when you are hungry despite the long hrs of travelling. Someone who will wait patiently for you even if the cow doesn't comes home. Someone who gives in to your tantrums, constant fustrations and childish acts. Someone who will be by your side no matter what happens. Someone who loves you for who you really are.The list goes on and on...I suddenly feel so cared for. I wonder what will I be without my pillar of support...
Thanks dear, for coming into my life and then lighting it up. I really appreciate all the things you have done for me. =) *hugz*
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12:39 AM
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[Worried thoughts...]
It's so not nice to see someone leave the table while you are in the midst of your meal
Are you that rushing for time?
Isn't a proper meal together means much more than what you are going to do later?
So many 'whys' constantly being influxed into my mind.
Why do I have to ask 'why'?
I got a bad feeling about this,
But
I hope it's not what I thought it to be...
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8:37 AM
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[~ Grumpy me ~]
I hate my notes so much!!! Can I just burn it and then drink it down??? I hate studying when I can't even concentrate...when will I ever realise the importance of it? hai....I think I need a break though I had lots of it already...hehe SO TV!!! Here I come.....lalala =p
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7:24 PM
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
[Bad Day]
I fractically ran through the security gate as someone scan the card to open the gate. I was as usual, nearly late for tuition!!! As i was walking I heard voices from behind:
Ah pek: Walk slowly, don't fall ah...
Jas: What the??!!!
I look back and saw some ah pek trying to talk to me, I heck and continue walking.
Ah pek: Later you fall ah...then I will become a lifesaver and save you
Jas: EEk!!!!
I totally don't understand what his intentions were. Will I fall so easily? Dumb.
Next bad thing happened, my student wasn't home!!! She was at her grandparents place and totally forgot all about her tuition!!! A wasted trip all the way there was already bad enough but I got scolded by the security guard again when I ask him to help open the gate as I would need his card.
Security guard: Next time you better sign before you come in!!!
Jas: Sorry, I was rushing for time.
Security guard: You go where?
Jas: Tuition
Security guard: You give tuition? (looks of disbelief on his face)
Jas: Don't I look like a tutor to you? Why you everyweek ask me this question? Argh.....(of coz I didn't said that)
Jas: Yes, I am giving tuition.
Security guard: Why so fast end?
Jas: She isn't at home.
Security guard: Then you come for what?
What a dumb question, I didn't bother about him and walk out. I see no point in answering his question.
Recently I have been receiving comments about how "Pretty" my sis looks. I would rather filter those comments... I THINK YOU GUYS NEED TO WEAR GLASSES BEFORE LOOKING AT HER PICTURES!!! haha There's nothing nice about her...umph... she has bad hair, fat nose, panda eyes, freckles...blah blah blah...my previous post was a lie! Ok lah, actually I am trying to vent my anger out because I had a bad day. HmP! Maybe I am having PMS....hmmm.....
My sis keep boasting to me about her what popularity! SuX! hehe...=p She says that people come view my blog because I uploaded her pictures.....What?! That's all bullshit lar!!! LOL Can't be bothered about her..... So Xia, please stop all your crapping and save your comments to yourself!!! Stooopid sis......
I sounds so mean to her in my entry but this is the way I talk to my sis as it will be so not us if we don't scold each other for a day...
~I am so tired and moody; exams are so near and yet I am slacking hai~
I suddenly miss Gren soooo much, hope she will be back by June soon...=)
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1:55 AM
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[~ My sister ~]
~Pretty pictures of my Sis~
Seriously, I didn't know my sis looks pretty till I saw these pictures...No photoshop enhancement, no editing, just purely taken from our own digi camera.
My sister says I adores her because I use her pictures on my blog...U think so too??? TERRIBLY WRONG for GOODNESS SAKE!!! This picture is taken well with big eyes, small mouth and slim face.....Wow!! *jaws drop*
shhh...actually I think it sucks! yaks!Oops..LOL
what a nice smile, looks so natural....I like this pic...=)
So, seen all the nice stuff? Now it's for the REAL thing, actually my sister look very sucky at home. I always see her in her 'down' look that's why I was kinda surprise that she can take good pics of herself. *applause* dumb...
Ready to see how my sister looks like at home?
Don't be surprise!
It's really very different from the ones you saw just now!
Don't be too shock!
So here it is....
TADA!!!
SHE LOOK FREAKING DISGUSTING!!!! LOL ( joking )
I actually force her to take this pic haha so mean of me...
She proof to me that she didn't look that bad after her 3 minutes makeover in her room and then took this pic...Pack of lies.....
Get ready for a funny pic!!!!!
~Just for laugh~
What a face!!!!
That's my sis, the cute her and the mean me for making her look ugly in my blog....=)
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2:20 AM
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[More pictures...]
Some Of The Niceeee Pics
I stole from my Sis blog!
So Cold!!!!
My Mom & Me! Shhooo Sweet!~ 
Me & Sis Again!
Me & Sis! Snowy Background!~ Weet!
Sucky Face Rite... LOL
Sis & Me Wit Tat Stoopid Face!! Ugly! Yaks!I put up more pictures because Cherise wanted to see so here you go ger...
I stole these pictures from my sis bloggie and this saved me the trouble from uploading pictures from Hello that's so time consuming....Seriously, I think I look freaking UGLY in that last pic but who cares? LOL
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12:36 AM
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[Pictures UPloaded!!! Finally!]
my favourite picture of all
making a big snow ball
Whee....!!!
Haven't had so much fun before, a big kid playing with snow for the first time in her life.
My mum look so happy from behind....luv her so much =)
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11:45 PM
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[Amos the Wizard]
Yippy! I started to blog again...and you know why? Coz I saw a tag from Jerlene, so nice of her to leave a tag when I haven't been updating. I haven't seen her in school lately, kinda miss her too hehe. You take care too ger, study hard for the exams k...=) All the best!
I hate Amos! Just kidding lar....seriously I haven't been humiliated so badly in my life before.
Wait to sidetrack abit, I have just been bitten by a bloody mosquito while blogging. I kept scratching my thighs thinking that I have rashes or something and when i look down, my upper thighs are all RED! Thanks to that freaking-kind-mosquito who aimed my fleshy thighs ( I am angry), can't it go into my sis room to attack her instead of me! I would then now console myself and say that my blood is sweeter than my sis....SO itchy!!!! AH!!!!!!! Can't wait to kill that mosquito....( I feel that I am in Pulau Ubi now as I am really itching all over...argh...!!!)
Oya to continue with my story...
Actually I was flipping through my economics study guide when I saw these words in bold: Passive understanding. It just reminded me of how he replied the girl sacarsticly when she said that she was a passive learner.
Amos asked a question and waited for someone to raise his/her hands to answer his question. Since no one raise their hands up, he begin to pick. He pointed to a girl and asked her the question.
Girl replied her answer to his question
Amos: so why didn't you raise your hands to answer since you know the answer?
Girl: I am a Passive learner.
Amos: There's no such thing as a Passive learner. ( fierce tone) You will not learn if you are a Passive learner.
Can't remember what else he said to her but I remember that it was sacarstic.
Anyway, that day was on 26/3 when I just got home from my Korea trip. Still in a holiday mood, I was so cheery and all that day. I kept talking to Ben who was sitting quietly beside me when suddenly he said,
Ben: shhh.....you talk very loud you know...
Jas: Isit? Sorry, I shall speak softer.
Amos: So do you understand this?
Amos looked and pointed to me.
Amos: So isit a yes or a no? You were talking to you partner just now so do you understand what I explained?
From this instant I was truely stunt!!! Speechless. I nodded my head as a reply to his question.
Amos: I can't see you from here, the light is too glaring, I think you are a girl.
(Amos placed his hands on his forehead to cover against the glaring lights)
Amos: So what economy A has comparative advantage in producing?
I didn't answer his question so Amos climb all the way up to the last row where I was sitting and asked me the question. At this point of time everyone turn their heads to look at me, I was sitting at such a good spot, right in the middle of last row that everyone has a gd view of me. Really, at the point of time I can't wait to dig a hole on the spot and hide my head in it like a ostrich does. So embarrassing!!!!!!
Sidetrack: I hate that mosquito!!!!!! I sprayed repellent on both arms and legs and now it is trying to attack my FACE!!!! Come on, are you that hungry??? I can't possibly spray repellent on my face you idiot!!!!! BUZZ OFF WILL YOU!!!!!!
Amos covered up the answer that I had on my desk and cont asking the question.
I trembled and answer: Economy A has comparative advantage in producing gd Y.
Amos: Ok and why?
Jas: Because economy A produces more of gd Y than economy B.
Amos walks down and continued with the lecture.
All mixed feelings ran through me, I felt humiliated, petrified, shock, sad.....really really embarrassing. I wanted to cry which was so stupid of me to do so. The timid nature in me starts to act and the fear in me overpowered my bubbly nature. I went speechless throughout the whole lecture...that feeling really sucks.
Who else I have to blame?
Not Amos Witztum but myself.
I hate myself for being talkative, I hate myself for being scolded by Amos the Wizard.
What a way to start off my day...=(
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1:03 AM
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[Delay]
I seriously think that I am going to blog soon but my internet connection is giving me damn lots of problems! Shall con't with my crap soon....
P.S: Happy April's Fool!!! =)
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12:42 AM
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