a little place called heaven

Friday, May 27, 2005

[It's been a busy week...]

It has been such a busy week that I don't know where to start. I have finally gotten rid of my boredom and then spending fruitful time with my friends and ben. It has been so long since I last walk along Orchard Rd with ben and as I try to reminisce the past, fond memories flow back into mind. Those sweet-but-nothing dating memories that we had, simply came along as we spend our day there shopping. Undescrible feeling-the same grip, the same touch, the same warmth that I feel and the same beat to my heart. I haven't like someone so fondly and boldly declare it in my blog LOL...though times were not like in the past as we tend to quarrel now..blame it on my bad character and willfulness...

(Monday)
It was a sinful day as we bought a couple of stuffs, ben bought a brown Adidas limited ed shoe frome heeren and bought me a Guess wallet!!! Aww....so nice of him hehe...I bought him a pair of Ripcurl brown slippers too....=) We watch an inspiring movie-Kingdom of Heaven at Cineleisure and had dinner at Marche (our old fav place hehe)...a short but sweet day I should say...

!~my new Guess wallet from Ben...yippy~!

(Tuesday)
I was suppose to go jogging with ben at cck stadium today but it suddenly rain so heavily and thus decided to go Lot1 and have lunch instead.Went back to his place for dinner,his mum cook!!! I just love the food that ben's mum cooks, so de-li-ci-ous....really...though I always very shy to say it out to her but I really enjoy eating th food that she cooks. Esp those fresh prawns that always taste fresh, chewy and tasty...unlike my mum's one, always so soggy..opps so mean of me...hehe I really appreciate ben's family hospitality towards me, always welcoming a stranger like me into their house..sometimes I really feel very bad as I have given nothing but always gain something from them..shouldn't I be ashame? Ben's parents & sis are really nice people...I enjoy being with them...

Wednesday....Thursday...Friday....Can't remember what I did those days....my memory is failing me....

(Saturday)
NIGHT CYCLYING!!!! SO FUN!!! Esp the stop over for supper at Geylang....slurp....(will update more later about it)

GET LOST FOR NOW.
3:48 AM

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

[*kingdom of heaven*]
" a king moves a man...but the man's soul is his own"
~ It's so nice to be inspire by words like these, as a man without his own soul, without his own set of thinking, is worthless ...that's what I feel...

GET LOST FOR NOW.
10:31 PM

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

[*boredom has struck again*]
I have been so sad recently, so sad that I don't know what to say. So moody so moody and so moody...I just feel so hurt....don't ask me why as I don't know why...I hate probing on things, the more I think about it, the more I will get hurt. I am just a sensitive brat who is the meanest one... Luckily, I am the type who looks on the bright side of things and forgets sadness easily...I will be fine, I am sure about that. I am not going to let myself get stuck at home today again and even if I am going out alone myself, I will be happy....no doubts...

GET LOST FOR NOW.
3:25 PM

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

[I hate my life!]
I seriously think my life sucks...today is saturday and it's after exams already and what am I doing? Slacking at home with the company of the tv, dvds I borrowed, my bed...hai...just don't know what to say. Went out for tuition and came home today alone, drive in the car alone, have lunch alone, have dinner alone, watch dvd alone, shopping alone, learning html codes alone....so sad...how sad can my life get man...

I initially decide to start to look for a job after maybe two weeks of fun but I realise that it's not going to happen. I am going to look for a job soon, earn some extra cash and even if I really have to do things Alone, I wouldn't be afraid as I know how madly I can shop with that cash. Retail therapy really works wonders for me and I really can't wait to shop.

It's nearly 12a.m now and I am alone at home as my sister went out with her friends, parents still working and me....learning some stupid html codes in hope to make my blog skin better. I am very bad at html and I feel real stupid when I don't understand the html tutorials online....argh.....*moody*

Some freak yesterday tried to tail gate me while I was on my way home after fetching my sis's friends back home. I drove past this modified black car as he was driving like at 70km/hr...he suddenly sped up and follow my car side by side. It was so dangerous lor as I couldn't change lane if he keep following up with my speed. I really think that some male drivers got this 'ego' thing in them...why do they always have to speed up when I drive past them? Why do they always look over once they overtake my car? Madness...this is not a race, neither is it a game...perhaps they derive some form of satisfaction from it...I don't know and I don't bother to know...hai...

When I was just about to think that I have to go for supper alone, my sister called. She asked if I could join her for supper...I am so happy though not hungry but I really want to go...=) Yeah!!! I am off to enjoy my supper now...'Boom' PRATA, here I come!!!!! =)

GET LOST FOR NOW.
11:07 PM

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

[*tots*]
It has been such a grueling week, with all four papers in a row, everyday for the past week. Especially hard for me when the last paper of the week was AF, I was totally upset after I took the paper and freaked out the night before when I realised that I didn't know how to do alot of stuff. I stupidly did some last minute work at night hoping that I can at least pass the paper but last minute work aren't going to help. I confirm that I will fail the paper, pessimistic you should say but I feel it's realistic. I didn't practise nor study for AF at all the past week and it isn't a very tough paper but it really requires lots and lots of practise. I am usually always telling my friends that I hate AF but then when I realise that the more I hate it, the more I will suffer from it. The feeling of regret has struck upon me, that's what I didn't want but no matter what I will still have to face it.

It's 9am in the morning now and I am so awake. I slept from 4pm to 3am yesterday, woke up to watch tv and sleep again from 4.30am to 9am, haha I slept for NEARLY 17 HOURS...wohohoh....I am not shock because that's not my record haha...I think the longest time I have slept is nearly 24 hours. I am such a pig but what to do...hehe... and yes then after sleeping for so long I am able to sleep for 12 hours again tonight. I think I have been wasting too much time on my sleep and should sleep less and work more...nah...hehe

Alright, that's all for now, my sister laptop is going low batt again, I will cont to update soon and change the skin of my blog after exams. YOU, who is reading this, please go study k if you are taking a paper later in the week......no more reading.......GOGO! All the best...=)

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9:00 AM

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

[*Beautiful Day*]
~Rise and Shine to greet a beautiful day~

I took this picture (below) at my house's balcony and surprisingly to me,it looks like a cover of maybe 1000 pcs puzzle? Anyway, I feel that it's very nice to be greeted by beautiful scenary in the morning. Being soaked in the morning's sun rays and surrounded by morning's fresh air...So nice...One look out that window , the pain on my shoulder will go away, the stress from the coming exams will fade, tireness will go with the wind. Hmmm....such a nice morning.....
Wackey wackey everyone!!!! Wake up you sleepy head!!! As I try shouting my heart out to greet everyone good morning!~

No matter how stressful life may seems to all of us now, no matter how demanding it can get, everyday is a new beginning, a new start for all of us to look forward to...I hope all of you will have a blessed day ahead...=)

This picture looks like a puzzle...

I realised that I got good photograhy skills..hehe I can help anyone of you to take pictures at an EXTREMELY low price if you want...hehe... joking lar...
Wah....how free can I get as I woke up early in the morning just to blog and take pictures outside my house?....*grins*

a little encouragement for you...
Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.

GET LOST FOR NOW.
8:00 PM

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