a little place called heaven

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

[Day at work]

Today was a weird day at work; I sat at my work station with my eyes straight into the figures of the paper. One by one, I try to pick out the right figures and highlight them into different colors. That's my task, it was a simple job but some how or rather I am so not into it...I am even quite guilty because I feel that the company is paying to much for me to do such a simple task. In my mind, I felt strongly that they didn't need me...

Anyway, even though the task was simple, it was seriously boring. I had difficulties keeping my eyes open and when I close it, within 3 seconds, I will immediately doze off. I am so terrible! Went to the washroom thrice, took free drinks from the pantry (btw the pantry is one of the nicest I have seen. It looks so like a cafe!) thrice but it still didn't stop me from dozing off...

I am so looking forward to get home now and get my feet a massage...I am having sore feet due to my pumps...=( I need a foot soak for my poor feet!!! Guess what I typed all these out during office hours...opps...got to stop here...while I keep a look out for my supervisor...ciaoZ!!!

P.S. I am going to change my blogskin soon...so looking forward to the completion of it! Pics will come along after I shop for my digi cam...

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9:17 AM

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Monday, November 28, 2005

[Look who's next door...]
It seems to be of always of the case to me as when I get into the lift, I will immediately shut the lift's door close. Even if the lift's door is open but when someone is inside, I wouldn't get in but will wait quietly for the other lift to come by. Perhaps you may think I am unsociable but I really wouldn't want to meet my "weird" neighbors...

Instance 1: A neighbor who pants profusely when he gets into the lift...He will then start to smile at himself in the mirror and look at his own reflection while panting. I really don't know what is he up to as every time when I see him, he will glare at me as if I did something so wrong.

Instance 2: A neighbor who always asks for my name whenever I see him. Keep bugging me for no reason while I will just turn my back away and walk against his direction!

Instance3: A neighbor who "slams" the lift door right in front of my face...ouch!

Instance 4: A neighbor who doesn't says "Thank You" while you press open the lift's door and wait patiently for him/her to step out first...Rude....=Z

Ok, I feel that I sound like a complain queen here but I really must say that these neighbors turns me off! Can't they be nicer? No doubt there are also neighbors who are very polite; who greets you and you will greet him/her back in return. But they are really scarce in my block here...sigh...

I think these people should try not to stick their noses so high up...try to look downwards mo...you will gain more than you will never imagine...cheers!!! =)

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11:07 PM

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Friday, November 25, 2005

[POA]
Wanting to create a new entry but the thought of a MUST to do my POA assignment just turns me off. It's 10.30pm now but I haven't had dinner, I must fill my tummy first before doing..now waiting for mummy to come home with her fried rice - yummy!!! Sigh...can I don't do the assignment? Guess I will sleep damn late again...AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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10:30 PM

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Monday, November 21, 2005

[I wish you happiness]
I don't know if what I am going to say now is appropriate as I have always been restraining myself whenever it comes to certain sensitive issues when I want to blog. Noting not to mention names, trying not to verbally abuse anyone as I think it's quite rude to. I guess I want to be open about how I feel even with those restrains.

Today, I saw one of the most beautiful bride in my life. It's a pity that I didn't look at how they went through their soleminzation as I was late! I even wore my slippers to the place because I misplace my shoes! I tore open most of the shoe boxes but none were the pair that I wanted to slip on. Amazingly, I ran out of my house in my slippers as I knew I was late and my friend was hopping mad. I am sorry girl....

After roaming around at the Registry of Marriage, we finally found the bride....She was so pretty can, her hair was in heavy locks at the ends with pretty crystals across the head. With the nicely done up make up, she was dress in a beautiful light-blue tube gown. To go with the gown she wore shiny diamond accessories that made her look even glamorous. Such a pity no pictures, sucks can, all because our digi camera spoil...

After that we headed down to the chalet in the groom's friend car, he introduce himself as ... can't remember..oh well. Let's name him guy A. At first I was quite surprise to see that he controls the music in his car using his Apple ipod but after much thought I realise I was quite 'sua ku'. His grey Mitsubishi Lancer was quite new and seeing that it's a manual-controlled car, speeding must be of interest to him. He flatter Mar and me during the trip and we subsequently found out that he was quite a 'sweet-talker'.
He was the only guy who talk to us alot, trying to draw us towards the crowd. After our conversation, we found out that he was an air steward...anyway that wasn't the point...as the bride pull us away she told us to beware of him as he was kind of a flirt...anyway that wasn't also the point. Who cares whether he was a flirt or not but then we soon to realise that guy A and his bunch of friends were up to no good.
I also don't want to put it down here in details just that his despicable actions lead to a cheerless bride. So all the while me and Mar were upstairs to accompany the bride while the groom was attending to his friends. We chatted and pour our hearts out to one another in hope to find some consolation...
When it was time to go, guy A offered to send us home but we decline his kind intentions. In order to get a cab, we took his car out to the east coast Mc. We had a conversation in the car but we didn't respond much as we were kinda wary of him after hearing what kind of person he was...
Guy A: So how long have you all known the bride?
Mar: Few months...
Guy A: Huh...fews months only...( he sound kinda shock...don't know what's his hooha all abt)
Guy A: So what did you all talk upstairs for so long?
Silent...while I was also trying not to respond to much...
Me: Office work lor...stuff...we girls got alot to talk about....
Guy A: Bitching right...bitch about the office people..that's what you girls do...
At this point of time, my mind was in whirl, couldn't really absorb what he was implying. When I thought about it through at home, I realised that he was some sort, in one way or another saying that we bitch about them just now...
Is it true or am I trying to make matters worst. I don't know. All I know is that what's most important now is the bride's happiness. I hope that these people will never ever again be her barrier, blocking her from persuing her own happiness. I wish her well and may she live blissfully forever with her loving hubby...
The first play I ever watched....

A Twist Of Fate

I enjoyed this play so much as I never knew a local production of a play can be so humorous and enjoyable...A play of...( to be cont)

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11:05 PM

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

[In the bus...]
I got up bus 14 today, I chance upon an empty seat but it was the green ones. I sat down as there were no available seats around. The man next to me pointed at the sign which is next to me, to his wife, though it wasn't loud I heard something like these seats were meant for the elders. I look back and stared at him... I mean I wasn't trying to protest or something...I know that these seats are meant for the elders or people who needs it more than I do. I will definitely stand up when I see an eldery person w/o one, I just don't like the feeling of strangers talking behind my back...This is a controversial issue and I guess I shan't go more indepth into it...

I am so looking forward to tomorrow because it's Harry Potter day!!! Pulling Ben to watch with me though he don't really like to watch it...such a waste man...such a movie is more than worth to watch leh...Ben says my neck is growing longer and longer each day if I don't watch the movie soon. What nonsense is he talking? Hmmm...shan't bother.....heex...

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11:51 PM

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Friday, November 11, 2005

[I really like...]
I really like the feeling of blasting the music out loud when I sit alone in the car, playing over and over again my favourite tracks. Singing out loud like no one cares and even how screeky my voice sounds, I continued by raising my voice even louder... I luv that feeling. Even if the vehicle next to me stares, I will just look over and continue singing....haha...By singing, I can relieve stress that I feel on the road.

When it starts to rain( perhaps due to my singing heex), the leaves starts to rustle, raindrops hitting against the surface of the car starts to sound at my ears...I really like the feeling of being protected against the shower, like someone big hugging me, covering me from the unexpected storm....

As i drive under the shadows of the raintrees, my mind starts to driff as I thought of how I lie on the back seat of my dad's car(when I was a little girl), counting the number of trees that runs pass. No matter how I count, I seem to lose count....I will then start all over at one... I luv the little naps I get in his car, the trips that I get to school...I hardly can experience the same way as I do now....

Little memories like these touches me and never fails to bring back the lovely days I had...

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1:36 AM

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Friday, November 04, 2005

[Fantasy vs Reality]
I have realised that the world has all along been very contradicting

Usually what you want is not what you get

I sometimes aspire to drive one of the fastest moving vehicle in the world

as you know, I kinda like to speed...

I have tried to maximise the speed of the car to 120km/hr but I just don't get the thrill out of it

perhaps the Audi A8 W12 in Transporter II will get me what I want...

F1 would be good though heex

See I realised that I am fantazing again

I never see how difficult to get what I want in the real world

I guess I will just stick to a simple car like Toyata Vios

Then again I feel that I am dreaming again...

Sigh...

Someone was telling me that he had all along wanted a certain type of girlfriend since young..

Significantly, I am kinda opposite of what he wanted...

After all the hoohaa from me...

I realised that I was wasting my breathe defending myself by saying all the goody things about myself

The more I argued, the more I sound like a sales promoter...desperately pushing the products off the shelves
LoL

All I can say that, it just boils down to one conclusion:

That is Reality NEVER coincides with Fantasy

What you wish may not be what you get

Submit to fate

Face it...

As you gota be stuck with me...

*evil laughter*

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1:58 AM

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