Tuesday, February 28, 2006
[Little trivial things to be updated...]
Did my usual grooming on Friday consisting of eyebrow trimming and a hair trim. I did both with just 20 bucks, considered quite cheap...hmmm then later went to the atm withdraw some spare cash. I joined the queue and when it was my turn, I was greeted by out coming cash from the atm. Without much thought I immediately ran to the girl who left her cash behind. I can't believe that someone can actually just take her atm card and walk briskly away without remembering the most important thing - money. Hmmm..then what's the point of using the atm then? Defeats the purpose....haha..
Today while travelling to school on the AYE highway, the opposite lane was having a major heavy traffic. I myself was travelling on the extreme right lane where the traffic wasn't so smooth too. I look over and saw that the heavy traffic is due to an accident on the left extreme lane. Once I look over, the car infront of me e-brake...I nearly knock onto the car infront...phew...I soon got to realise that the cause of this was because all of us on the right lane were busybodies, trying to take note of what's happening on the oppsite lane...damn dangerous...
I feel that I am going to lose the tuition job that I am having now, I feel so sad because I love teaching Sarah...Recently she failed her Chinese test by 2 marks and she's having extra remedials because of that. She was sad but the more was I. I haven't had constant tuition with her for very long and to keep record of it, we are having tuition like only once a month. Her mum told me not to give her homework because she can't cope and now she's withdrawing from tuition lessons and don't even let me know when she has tests coming up...what can I do? I sms her that day and asked if she needs tuition, she gave me a buzz the next afternoon and told me that she will call me when she needs me. I have prepared some work for her to do but if she don't want tuition anymore then I can't help her any further....sigh...perhaps it's all my fault after all....=(
Feeling the pressure because of such trivial stuffs, I will just try to take a step at a time and see how things go...
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1:05 AM
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Monday, February 27, 2006
[I am so bored...]
I am feeling damn bored now, it's like 5am in the morning but I am still not asleep. I am tired but i don't feel like sleeping. I suddenly miss Ben so much that I got the urge to call him and wake him up...sigh what's wrong with me. I don't feel like studying at all, no mood to study but just feel like surfing the net aimlessly do my blog hopping and just slack. I hate myself at times, i hate myself for being such a slacker, such a shoppoholic, sucha lazy person.
My head had been spinning real bad the night before, seems like someone is slamming things against my head. Due to that, I gota give Cherise birthday dinner a miss..I am sorry babe...I hope that you had a great birthday celebration that day yup. My mum has been very kind recently and I should say all along kind. I enjoyed her wonderful 8 dishes today again, so delicious that every mouthful I take in, it will make me go.....yum! She's a great mum who doesn't scolds me but talk to me everytime nicely in a very understanding manner even when I am wrong. A very supportive mum and I guess I am blessed to have her as my mum... She says that she owes my dad in her past life and she's repaying her debt now. She even owes her own children that she gotta tolerate our wilfulness and all. I don't believe in all these what past life and all but even if there's one, I believe that I have been a very good person in my past life that I get to have my mum in this life =) I love my mum, a one in a million or zillion mum that is totally irreplacable.
Lastly, I love hammy too!!! She has been sucha brilliant girl recently, gotta praise her for being able to run in that big ball for the first time today!!!! Yeah!!! (guess you don't know what I am talking abt;I will show you pics of the new cage nxt time =p)
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5:04 AM
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
[Sucha dumb entry]
I guess things don't always happen MY WAY...I suddenly found my long lost pencil eraser that I wanted to put the refill eraser in. Happily I search for the refill but no where to be found. And then when I get to find the pencil eraser, my refill we be gone again. I hate it when this happens. It seems that when life don't turn out your way, it will never turn out your way.So why fuss? Let things move naturally and who knows, my refill will soon reappear the next moment...
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3:45 AM
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
[What a night...]
That morning was a night of "thrill", I was waiting for my sis call in my room as I need to fetch her home. She was out clubbing. Till now I really don't understand what's the fun in clubbing. Smoke, liquor, loud music, squeeze all turns me off. I have never once step into a club before...sounds like a freak huh but it's true. Everytime I tell my friend that I am going to club, I am just trying to conceal the fact that I never club before. What's the need right?
Ok back to the point...as usual I wore my cutsey pyjamas and headed out to MS to get my sis home. It was nearly 5plus am that I left home. I was also suppose to send my sis's friend him as he has been crying and drinking the whole night due to some problems.
I reach there, it seems that I have been very familiar with the route to MS when I don't frequent there. I was practically shock..to my dismay the guy was drunk. So drunk that he needed 3 guys to bring him into the car. My car suddenly seems so small as the guys couldn't seems to fit him into the empty back seat. It always seems to be in the show that drunkards vomits everywhere but Ken seems so dead that he's more like into a deep sleep than getting his head out of the car to vomit. While I was driving I thought, how's 2 girls and one guy going to bring this guy up his house. It was a terrible thought....
The moment we pulled him out of the car, he lay flat on the ground motionless. He resisted any attempts to pull him up, scolded whoever who touches him. Finally I got an idea, i went over to the nearby market to borrow a trolley. I think the guy whom I borrowed the trolley from thinks I am crazy as he started to scan me from head to toe as I was like some freak! I think I was, early in the morning runing around in my pyjamas pushing the trolley. Many uncles and aunties who are drinking are the coffeeshops gave me strange stares. First time in my life I wore my pyjamas to a market!!! Seems a bit humiliating to me...lol...
Btw the trolley was dirty, filled with fishy water from the market fishes.....ewhh.....no choice we still put him the trolley and at one point of time his head nearly slam the side poles...omg!!! He laid flat on the grounds of the void deck with shirt torn and pants half worn. My sister started taking pictures of him happily like a sicko and started laughing to herself...mad! haha
Then when I return the trolley to the aunty at the market she ask me: Ni Shi Mai She Me De? ( What do you sell? ) Omg!!!! DO I LOOK ANY BIT LIKE I AM SELLING SOMETHING IN THE MARKET??!!! I don't know to faint or to die laughing when she asked me that question!
It was a tough night but yet we are still able to savour freshly baked doughnuts before we headed home....*yawn*
As i type I am craving for the sweet tiny strawberries from our hamster's food...Such a pity hammy don't like it, nevermind I will help her finish all up!!! haha
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3:15 AM
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
[Blogging has been a chore to me too!!!]
I have been working for th past 9 days and frankly speaking I don't know why I insisted on working when I have to skip classes. Initially I thought it was for the extra cash and to do a favour for my ex company but getting all tied down and so tired everyday don't seems to be worth it. I am regretting it.....I have missed many lectures, I wonder where I should start. *Sigh* I guess I am doom....
Past 3 days I have been sick, kept vomitting and having constant diarrhoea while working. It was so bad that I vomitted 4 times during work the day before and diarrhoea at the same time too. I had no appetite for food that day..I yearn so much for the lunch break that day that when it came, I hid in the storeroom and lay some cardboards to sleep on. Couldn't really sleep because the air-con was too cold and fearing that someone may come into the storeroom. But my head was spinning, tummy was aching and whole body felt weak. It was that bad. I wanted to call Ben but didn't want him to worry so decided to give him a buzz when I was feeling better. Work was a torture that day. The rain made it worst when I had to walk the whole stretch of unsheltered path home.
I reach home and lay flat on the bed after bath, the pain is really killing me...At 9 plus, sister woke me up and told me that Ben was downstairs. He came over to bring me to the doctor...sucha sweetie came all the way from CCK just to see how was I. Though I didn't want him to come all the way but yet was smiling inside as to know that someone care so much about me. I am fortunate after all...=) He gave me a massage to bring my lazy bones out of bed and we headed to the doctor with my sister. Eventhough my tummy upset has led to one of my worst days, it suddenly turned out right at the end at the end of the day...=) *all smiles*
Thank you so much my dear & mum & sis for taking care of me
I owe you guys one...=)
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1:02 AM
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