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Sunday, November 05, 2006

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Sometimes it can be quite difficult when you try to recall the past and then try to jot every single detail down.Seriously it isn't easy and I finally understood why people keep dairies, to pen down their each and every precious thought and memories that will grow old with them. I am trying hard now to recall each detailed event that happened....gosh...memory failing....'---'

Let's see, I remembered that the last last saturday I went to leehom concert with buddy!!!I guess I was quite harsh on my words that day as I gave buddy 'black face' when she came late for the concert.Sorry buddy....gren kept the tickets as I thought the careless me might lose it but on the actual day I surprisely came early!haha I got quite anxious after half an hour had past and soon I hear fans screaming and leehom singing.I so want to get in there!!!The feeling of wanting to see the start of the concert but not able to is getting me moody...esp when the queues of crowds slowly moves in,leaving me waiting in a foul mood. But I can blame no one but myself....the careless me who didn't have the intention to keep the tickets in the first place should be blamed.

Oh well....but still the concert was great!!!!We got to see talented leehom playing drums,piano,violin and even er hu!!!I love the violin performance the most, guys who plays the violin rocks!

Last monday we went for our ktv session, it was sort of a practise session for ls as he was going for his audition on wednesday.I wasn't in the mood to sing that day partly because I am not so into chinese songs nowadays while the major reason was that I had a tummy upset.I felt so weak as I skipped my meals for the entire day. I tried to get away from the air conditioned room by heading to the toilet very often but matter was made worst when the toilet felt so eerie and filthy
=( Later in the evening when we went to check on the car, we learnt of a man jumping off the tracks at Clementi station.Then we were later discussing that the recent similar incidents maybe caused by the wrong thought of getting donations from the public...

But the incidents have brought me into thinking deeper - not of the fact that the temporary stopage of train service causing inconvenience to thousands of passengers but of how the man could bring himself to leap forward.He must have been through alot to then bring himself to this extreme... I suddenly feel very fortunate as there can be many others out there who are in worst situations than what I am complaining at. The chinese saying is true: zuo ren yao zhi zhu ...

Wednesday was the Talentine's audition,the audition started quite late so I and Ben decided to go out for a movie before heading back to school. After watching the movie 'Death Note' ( a movie that is definitely much better than the trailer) we immediatly headed back to school.What a coincidence that it stared raining heavily...and we were running late, so we decided to buy a set of newspapers to shelter ourselves...sadly, we still missed ls's audition....

Just yesterday,ben and I went to watch a French Musical Spectacular 'Notre Dame de Paris'.Singapore's first french musical spectacular...The musical is faithful to Victor Hugo's original novel "The Hunchback of Notre Dame", unraveling the story of Quasimodo, the bell ringer of the Cathedral of Notre Dame, who is an ugly hunchback but has a beautiful mind, Esmeralda, an attractive gypsy woman, and Frollo, the provost of the cathedral who falls victim to a desire for love. I am very thankful to be able to watch this musical with ben and his aunt and uncle.=) A very nice musical indeed....

I am in a very foul mood now, just quarreled with my sister...her tactless words and frankness has hurted me so much that I feel that it's abit way overbroad.Perhaps I am in the wrong for fluanting over something that I should't, but do you have to bring your fingers pointing towards him?I would rather you put your anger on me for all you want instead.I seriously think this is not the way to put pain on others as what if I do the same thing to you? Don't you think you will flare up too?I got the sudden urge to curse and swear, some things cannot be endured.Please think before you speak next time.

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