Wednesday, January 24, 2007
[1 L of tears]
Everyone feels pain.
But surely after suffering, satisfaction will arrive
even with sports, studying or other ordeals.
With life, it's like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain
On the other side,
A rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely become a treasure
Let's believe in that
...from 1 litre of tears
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7:12 PM
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
[stammering]
Sometimes I just wonder why do I always have such a weak stand when I clearly know that I have my point to prove
I will just start to stammer as if I have been stopped by a stumbling block and then lost all my views pertaining to that issue
only much later that I start to regain all thoughts on it...
I guess my brain just don't work as fast as others
Or
It maybe due to my lack of sleep and stomach indigestion that has been causing this deviant behaviour
I just realise today that I am lucky to have Mr Golf
The thought of driving to where your heart desire is what I always yearn for
As it always comply to my wishes ...
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5:37 PM
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
[shifting?]
I nearly became homeless yesterday when some property agent together with a buyer intruded our place. Sad to say that my dad is contemplating on selling our current home and getting a more affordable place to stay. He's only thinking of profit making when we have not even got a new place to stay yet! Everything just happens in a blink of an eye when eventually,all they need is my parents to sign the papers. What makes me furious is that the property agents are so persuasive that they kept calling and wanting to look for my dad. When they couldn't find him, one just stood outside our door and the other waited at the lift lobby.
At that moment, I feel that in today's world everything evolves around money, being blinded by it that one would care less about people around them.
I guess history is gonna repeat itself again where previously I stayed at our old flat alone overnight refusing to barge even an inch. Silly me as I couldn't bear to leave the place where I grew up in, the place where my memories once lived. Hopefully this time round, that doesn't happens.
Anger engulfed in me when I heard that the property agents sent nasty smses to my dad, blaming our actions at our side and commending on how worthy theirs are.I can't imagine that their pleasant and well spoken personality is actually hidden underneath a mask - only to reveal their truth self once exposed. I really don't know the consensus between both of them, but frankly speaking from the way I view they are only after one thing -
I suddenly feel that have put myself so lowly that I have became an evil person by talking behind other people's back.
*sigh*
*roars in dismay*
p.s Happy Birthday dear sis! Hopefully we will stop all the quarreling and squabblings from now on...=)
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4:35 AM
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
[Think before I speak]
I didn't realise I am blunt and direct with my words till I read bud's blog...though numerous times ls has been saying me about this, I just treated it as him being sacarstic...opps...
I guess it's important to think twice before I speak next time...
*slaps head*
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11:28 PM
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[Blank...]
Have got really no idea what to write already...It has been weeks since I have got this problem of nothing comes out of my mind when I got the urge to write. I will usually have the urge to blog when I am depressed or when I am happy or even when I am full of thoughts but all these have not occured for quite awhile.
I have been happily hibernating at home from the cold weather, such cold weather seems like a spell being cast upon me, bringing me into lumberland - imagining myself as a sleeping beauty, hoping to wake up looking prettier with flawless complexion. *snaps* As I try to shake my head vigourously in hope to wiser up my thoughts.
Though 2007 didn't start with a "Bang" for me, year 2006 ended with one...I have received more christmas presents(pics later) than I thought that made me a very happy girl. *grins* Birthday presents have never been more than my xmas presents this time round.
Dear friends have been asking me what I want for my birthday but even if I have 101 things that I want, 1001 things that I need, I will still reply the same:"Thank you but please don't buy anything for me." Though sometimes I always have the urge to say out what I want but I feel that the least I can do is to not say it out...
So I have concluded:
No wish list this year that uses monetary means to get...
Just a wish list that needs my hard work and effort to get...
p.s.Happy Birthday Dear Aunty!!! =) Wishing you good health always...
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3:41 AM
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