feeling so down now even after I had such an enjoyable shopping trip... even after enduring such office politics, long hours at work, non-appreciation of your work from bosses I still have to endure other things... I feel sad that least effort is shown from the other party and I feel down that the other party thinks that you are finding fault with him/her... isn't clubbing a place where everyone hangs out?Why do I have to seek others' opinion or approval when I want to club?I mean I also want to meet up with friends whom I haven't seen for sometime =( I am not a girl who don't pay for her own drinks or her own cover charge; I am even willing to pay for my friends' drinks as long as I know they are happy... I know that it's important to think of others but what you feel about other's minding the presence of other people is maybe just your own one sided thinking? And isit friends made from strangers? I am heading to genting later on and I have got a bad feeling I will be unwell there as I am starting to have a sore thoat again and my green phlemge is still on going....sigh.... why I go malaysia always end up sick? I kinda dislike going there already =( with the lack of sleep, bad sore throat, red eyes and a run-down mood...I seriously don't know how am I going to enjoy my trip... wish me a safe trip okie? =)
