I wonder how many times in my life I will create a traffic offence. I got caught again today and the feeling really sucks. The scene of the traffic police jotting down my license plate number is apearing in my head again again....it didn't stop even once....
I HAVE BEEN TELLING MYSELF: JAS! DON'T THINK ALREADY! BUT I CAN'T CONTROL IT. I BLAME MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN!
I had a great day today. Ben brought mooncakes that are from Shangri-La Hotel to my house, so sweet of him. I am going to try the birdnest custard later, seems yummy! After that we went Chinatown for timsum, the timsum was really good, the place call Rui Dian I think, very nice....We promise that we will order lesser than before but Ben ended up ordering alot too! I think he's greedy...opps...hehe I took alot of pictures with my handphone but I can't transfer to my laptop because the bluetooth is not functioning well..damn....that's why I decided to buy a camera! I want to keep all my precious memories inside....
Later in the night, I went to my grandma's birthday celebration, her 80th Birthday. Happy Birthday grandma! Though I am not that close to my grandma, i felt so ashamed when she asked if I visited my other grandma when I don't visit her often too. I think she must have felt sad too when I and sis don't visit her often when we just live next too each other. I think I should dig into a hole and hide as I don't know how to face her when she ask that question.
Jas lets out a long sigh....
seems like things aren't going very well for me recently
I have been into through certain minor ups and downs
but lucky I have Ben to console me
I have got him to tell me to be strong
while I face difficulties
to him everything can be solved
I guess I am becoming more and more reliance on him
and more immature
guess that wisdom tooth was growth for nothing
I didn't become smarter neither more mature
the wisdom tooth is there to give me more PAIN and TROUBLE
I hate it...
I realise I have been writing alot of shit...lol
but who cares?
ps: I want to wish ZYY all the best in everything as she embarks on her adulthood and as she moves towards her future ahead. i hope everything goes smoothly for her....Happy Birthday girl, I had a great night sing K with you....=) I am so glad that you like the present that we bought...really...*winks*
