Finally, after so long, I have done up the updates in my resume. It's really in much order now with the needed details all in it. I know, I know, I am taking way too long to complete it but as you see, it feels as though I have just woken up from some "dream", woken up into reality. The reality of a realistic society with the need of getting a proper job and placing what I have learnt these past 22 years into real life situations.

Argh.

Why am I still holding on to that resentful feeling?

I truely wish that I am like my cousin, who is able to move forward, towards his goal in the entertainment industry. From a current host to his future DJ posts, I am sure he will excel. He told me that he wants to open an entertainment company next time, though words are easier said than done, I have already felt the passion he has for his job and I am sure not long after, he will become very successful.

I really envy someone like that - for having the goal in life and working towards it.

Yet, I don't have that and I feel that I am still groping in the dark without any directions.

To add on to my agony, what I look towards is more on the monetary benefits than the job satisfaction.

*shakeshead*

Sometimes, I really hate myself.

Watched this movie "Eternal Sunshine" recently and it's another great movie, you should go rent the dvd and watch! It's really nice and interesting!

Some interesting quotes from the movie:

Blessed are the forgetful, for they get the better even of their blunders ~ Bartlett's.